DREAM

>>DREAM<<

I had a dream last night.

So strange so feverish so unbelievable vivid.

Everyone screamed: "he came back! He's here" . I was so happy to finally reunite with you after all those silent years. Yes. You were actually there. You wanted to talk but never spoke a word again. Looked at me in silence with those glassy eyes of yours. 

I begged you I screamed at the top of my lungs I cried I fell in such despair only true human can feel. 

"Take me with you! Please don't leave me, I want to go"

I repeated sentence after sentence letting the suffering to escape. I shed tears I ripped my chords in hope...

You never said a word.

You just sat and looked at me.

It was such painful dream.

But the truth is I will never accept the thought of you being so far. I will never accept the fact I'm alone. 

Then it came to me... I begged you to take me with you. I begged your golden soul to took my life out of my body and take me to your deathly destination.

My mind was never the same after this night. Maybe my mind accepted my will. Maybe death is my destiny. Maybe the only part of my mind keeping me alive is the primal one. Maybe it's just primitive will to survive. I don't know. 

I think you took a part of me. Such part of my soul which left me empty and hallow.

I think I will never live without you.

I think the death awaits...